Yeah. It's come to that.
And y'know, sometimes it's just flat out hard to be a good disciple. And just when you think you're making headway, you do something stoopid and come off like a complete jerk to someone and you didn't mean to. Or it was a misunderstanding or someone misheard something or someone's got a chip on their shoulder, and folks are unnecessarily grieved and bummed. And what kind of example is that? This stoopid stuff hurts.
It's hard. But ya keep trying. It's worth the effort. I hope I'm getting better at all this.